Hi okz so ur probably wondering... ´R-I!!! Why are you doing this again?´ Well my dear reader... if I simply MUST repeat myself. A few years ago i got banned on Tumblr, during the whole er... CEO being a total transphobe thingy. Made a statement, got banned, yk. Just what was happening to all the lovely hellsite users who spoke about it. BUT! Im a Tumblrina / GirlBloggger at HEART. So this is my remedy for my insane FOMO. (also check out my SpaceHey... More bloggy stuff on there.) or atleast, it was. I have a tumblr again. @romanticalindeed. BUT! fret not for i will not abandon this blog page!!!

05/21/2026

So... itś the last week of school. or the last full week. and i´m gonna completely ghost my ¨best¨ friend over the summer.

i kinda feel bad i guess. yesterday, she sent me this big essay type thing about how thankful she is for having me as a friend and i couldnt bring myself to tell her the truth. im an asshole lowkey. but i never really wanted to be her friend in the first place, i was nice to her because we sat together in creative writing and she just never left me alone after.

Follow up to the whole Lilith/Anavey/Zeno situation. Im not gonna harp on it, it couldve been over months ago if jay just fucking blocked her. dont go seek out lilith, dont go seek out jay, just block them its really not that hard, yeah??????

in other news, my birthday / my grandmas birthday / averageharry_s birthday is on sunday. yay, i guess.

04/17/2026

Completely scrapped my sketchbook, i was trying too hard and it freaked me out. i guess its back to the scraps book. I want to draw so bad but like... WHAT??? and i think i kinda suck. but i literally dont???? i dunno man, tf is up w me rn.

Im kinda stressed from the whole thing with Lilith and Anavey. also im thinking about Emi again.

02/17/2026

So like, I did my IGP meeting the other month and ever since then, I feel like all it is is ´COLLEGE!!! WHAT COLLEGE ARE YOU GOING TO???´ and its kablooming my brain. Like I spent all of AVID the last 3 days I had it, solely looking at colleges. I decided on Portland State University. So... cool ig. But its not like i can afford it, because its out of state and stuff. And id be away from all my friends and I would be totally alone. But yk... whatever.

Im gonna major in like Art and Design and Film, with a Minor in Theater Arts. Which might be the queerest thing ive ever said, but like yolo whatever #pride